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The reason for coming back to this blog?

It came up just a few seconds ago. So I immediately wrote the name of blogspot.com in the search bar (or whatever it's called) on my browser,logged in and now I'm writing this.

I haven't been using this,as you can see from my old posts, for a very very long time.
I also haven't been on Stardoll for a long time. For about 6 months. I was just going there for about once a two weeks,to see how the site is doing and what's new. Let's call it- a Stardoll break.

And two weeks ago I bought superstar. I gave more money than I usually was giving before- they made a new offer for becoming a superstar-more expensive and for less time. Anyway. So I bought it and decided to log in more often,so I can actually use the superstar thing- I paid for it.

What I saw when I stayed for a while?

The same thing. But worse. People greedy-everyone wants more stardollars,everyone says their "dream" is to be covergirl,everyone asks for joining their clubs,visiting their sales,people trying to be hacked by other people...The same old shit. The reason I left before. The only difference this time was that I didn't leave. Again

At first,I started doing this accidentally. I just wanted friends. Someone to talk to. So I wrote people nice comments,sending broadcasts,requests... Nothing. Nobody talks to me.
About an hour ago I was over with my patience. I realised the stuff about people being greedy and that their greediness is the reason that noone wants to have a friend. So I answered the new empty friends requests that I had. I just explained them what I feel. To be more clear I'm copy you the exact messages I sent.

I started simply:


Sent: 2010-06-27 00:25
yeah of course. I'm looking for a very long time for friends whom I can talk to. Cause I don't really get the idea to add someone but to never talk to them. And my friends list is full of people whom I never talk to. Do you understand?


Sent: 2010-06-27 00:26
Hey! Do you wanna be friends like friends - people who actually talk to each other? And not just this "add me" stuff... I hope u know what I mean.

Then I became a bit more detailed:

2010-06-27 00:28
Hi! Thanks for the request! I appreciate it and I'm accepting it because I really wanna find someone on this HUGE site,with 65 million members as it says,whom I really would be able to talk! And I would be really happy if we really could make a conversation.
I may sound like a weirdo so I'm not expecting you to answer me. :D

And even more detailed: (this may even sound a bit angry)

2010-06-27 00:35
so well... I add people every day and I have tons of friends in my list but noone ever talks to me. :/ So I was just wondering if it could be possible to make a conversation and become something like friends.
I have the feeling that everyone on this site is so obsessed with money and getting more stardollars that they just forget what this site is all about- it is said in the title - "Fame,fashion and FRIENDS"
I just...I'm probably wasting your time. You' re gonna think I'm crazy. Sorry.



I think you get my point.
It would be really interesting if I see the answers of these people. If they want to talk to me after these confessions that may sound really crazy from a stranger.

I didn't want to post this,because it's a bit personal- I wrote it to my closest (the only one) friend on Stardoll. But I think I have to post it,so I can make my point clearer:

......
I went back to Stardoll. I'm visiting it almost every day.
And what I see here is... people are so f*king obsessed with that fake clothes,and stardollars and getting more stardollars and s*it like that!

And I was just wondering- what's wrong with these people what's wrong with thiis site?! Isn't it supposed to be "fame fashion and FRIENDS" Damn it!
Now I'm trying to find people who actually don't care about all this crazyness. People like you,whom I actually could talk to and not just "bla bla vote me covergirl,bla bla I want more money,bla bla,go to my club!" It's so fking annoying! I can;t stand it!! So I'm trying to prove myself that there are still people on here who just enjoy the whole fking Stardoll page. And do you know what the result is?
Every day I was broadcasting,receiving requests and etc. I actually made a good conversation with only 1 person! Only 1! There are 65 millions here!
.......



I consider putting this on my presentation. To see what others think.
Oh,yes- and I actually found 1 person whom I talked to. :) She's a nice person. And she's the one that I mentioned in the beginning who was almost hacked.


I'd be happy if I see comments here,but I know that nobody knows about this blog,so...it's pointless. Anyway. I'll see what I can do. And meanwhile I'm gonna keep looking for friends. :)

Peace! ;]